I don't have much to say, I just thought of updating my journal since I haven't done so in a long time.
Today
this song couldn't get out of my head. I don't know why
, I guess I really like it. Other than that I've been drawing the scenes of my school project for a short movie, but lately I have stopped (which is not good). I want to be able to finish it until the end of April or May (middle of June is latest possible). I also have started a drawing on
(ohmygoshiforgotthesize) a large list of paper with a pencil and I've spent 9x45min
(Yes, I don't feel like calculating it) on it and it's not nearly 50% done :sad:. Oh yes! I've finally found the html codes usable on dA and used them today.
Link to the codes ... ... Ohh, Easter is coming soon!
(my B-day too) By the way, did I mention that the last 2 years
(the time when I started/joined highschool) passed way too fast. Not much things happened to me, but I can definitely say that I'm happy. Other thing that puts smile on my face is when a random kid I meet in my town asks me about my name, then says something like "Ohh, she's the one that drew those pictures in school!" (by school the kid meant the school I used to study at [it wasn't a highschool,but elementary and junior one, so I had to move to a highschool in the city]) What exactly makes me happy in that line- The drawings I did in that school were hanged on the walls for everyone to see and they still haven't been removed even after I graduated from that school. Even if they used to be drawings of a beginner it feels really good when someone actually praises them. I've been dreaming to become an artist (professional) since I was around 6-8 years old and I've been drawing since then (a bit by bit though). I really believed that art is magic and I still do
I hated drawing realism or 'things' that were drawn by someone else, because I believed and wanted to believe that a true artist should have the imagination to draw whatever s/he wanted to... but later (much later
until last year) I understood that I was SO wrong. Imagination is important, but if you do not know how to draw properly a thing you want to draw, it will not look as realistic and as good as it was in your imagination. And after I realized this I actually saw/felt myself improving. ...
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... Now that I look at the long text I wrote... I am amazed that I actually thought of writing something small and a bit by bit it turned into this... I've always known that my process of thought is pretty weird (going through one thought to another in the blink of an eye). Well now you have an example of how my brain works...
... Well... ... Bye for now...